30 years of Graphic Design Experience and Experiences

A couple weeks ago, I was talking to Terry Wirginis, the owner of the iconic river attraction here in Pittsburgh, the Gateway Clipper Fleet. We have a working history going back 30 years. His musings made me reflect on the 30 years of my working life.  

Where it Began…

I was hired by the Clipper about a year out of college and I “learned on the fly”. I learned from my boss. I learned from my printers. I learned from my co-workers. Each taught me different lessons. I honed my talents. I learned how to get my designs onto presses. I learned how to manage projects and budgets. I learned how to work with different personalities. 

About seven years into this experience, there was a tipping point. I was doing more marketing operations and less of my craft. It was still good information, because all information helps you grow. One thing I learned is that I loved graphic design and I needed more. 

That’s when I looked around and found an opportunity at Dick’s Sporting Goods Corporate office. They were offering less money, but it would be a place to grow. As much as I loved the people at the Clipper, I had to take the risk. I had to gamble that the lessons I learned at the Clipper were enough for this new environment. Reminder: this was around 1992. Dick’s only had 80 stores on the east coast then.  

Everyone is a Client….

When it came down to it, I realized that the way I had been operating from day one was that everyone I had provided a service to had been a client. I had clients within the walls of these employers. These clients had different needs. At the Gateway Clipper, food and beverage had different needs than the ticket office. Then there were the needs of the boats, and the events on the boats. That was all outside the ads, fliers, and mailers we did for marketing purposes.  

And so, I moved on…. I just got new clients. This time they were the buyers. lodge, team sports, footwear, fitness equipment…. All with their own different needs. Mix in some private label credit cards and special events and put them all together in a cohesive weekly circular. I was there when e-commerce started, so that was a whole new dynamic. We added new stores and bought competitors and grew to over 400 stores stretching across the country. The skills I brought with me from the Gateway Clipper were implemented and expanded. Dick’s discovered that I was was as good a project manager and communicator as I was a designer. I could speak the languages of “buyer,” “designer,” and “printer” fluently and I was promoted into management. I was leading teams to design signs and deliver them to the right stores at the right time.  


Another Tipping Point…

Anyone at the Corporate Office could ask for a sign for any reason, and no one was saying “no.” There were about 1,200 people in that building at the time. That’s a lot of clients. I won’t get into all the elements that came together to create burnout, but severe burnout came, but still I pushed through. I worked harder waiting for help that never came. I worked with everyone from Under Armour to peddlers of deer urine. I used to joke that I ever got a request for a deer pee sign, I would know that it was time to go. That sign came, literally. I still hung in there six more months before taking biggest gamble of my life and leaving the corporate world. 

I had been immersed in the marketing department of a top retailer and learned from the best designers and marketers around. In the corporate environment, I had forgotten the most important lesson I had ever learned. I loved graphic design and I needed more. But this time, I would take ALL of these experiences, lessons, talents and skills, and offer them to clients I would find for myself.  


Into the Unknown…

This was far outside of my comfort zone, but I knew this was something that could only be achieved by being uncomfortable. I was doing things like public speaking and walking into rooms of strangers to network. Those things have joined my corporate lessons and are now just part of the job. So, here I am 10 years later. I don’t have 1200 clients now, so things are much more manageable these days. One of those clients, 12 years after leaving them, is the Gateway Clipper Fleet.



Back to the Beginning….

Let’s return to the talk I was having with Terry. He was expressing his pride in the people who have made the Gateway Clipper what it is. 30 years after I started at the Clipper, I’m still working with many of the people I worked with back in my original seven years there. Terry is proud of that longevity. They love the their life there. But, I had to leave to find the life I loved. In doing that, I learned all the things I needed to learn to become the best designer, project manager, and communicator I could be. I became what they needed. Because by the time I had my business up and running, they were in need of a freelancer. 

The way I came to the Gateway Clipper the first time was magical - and the way we came back together was even more so. Ask me about it sometime!

I will leave you with this…

Because of this freelance life, I’m still growing. I love that on top of 30 years of experience, that each day I’m learning something that can help my clients achieve their goals. My clients range from that iconic Pittsburgh attraction, to a major healthcare provider. From a candy maker in our nation’s capital, to book authors all over the country. I work with many small businesses, and I relate to them and help them grow as I am! I’m still learning from my vendors and other resources. I’m learning from each client, which makes what I can offer all of my other clients that much stronger. They have no idea that they are all helping each other, and they are all helping me live a life I love! I couldn’t be more grateful. 

I wish you as much fulfillment and love for your chosen profession as I have found in mine.  

10 YEARS of BetterBe Creative

It’s Sunday, September 17th and I’m sitting here writing this and wishing I would have made more of an effort to celebrate this milestone in my life. Not in my business… in my life. Because this freelance life has blessed me in ways I couldn’t have conceived 10 years ago.  I left my corporate life in December of 2012. I put myself back together and then started putting together the pieces that became BetterBe Creative Services.

Dad in his happy place… Niagara Falls.

I count September 18, 2013 as the “first day” of my business not because of any paperwork that was filed, or first project landed, or first check received… it’s because it’s my dad’s birthday. September 18, 2013 would turn out to be my dad’s last birthday. At that point in his life, he had watched the last of his children get married the month before. He had seen his second grandchild come into our family in 2012. And over the last 9 months, he had seen his daughter come out of a dark and angry place and come back to herself again. That daughter is me. I had released myself from a work situation that was no longer working for me, and stepped into the freelance life I had envisioned when I started down the graphic design path at the Art Institute.  I am grateful that he got to see all that before he left us to watch over us from the other side.

I could write forever about the gratitude I have for this life. The internet isn’t big enough. I’m grateful for each person who has entrusted projects to me, or has referred me to someone. Those people allowed me to be there for my mom when my dad passed in March 2014 . Those people allowed me to take care of myself during my cancer treatment in 2021, and to take care of my husband after heart surgery in 2022.  

So today, I celebrate those people… some of whom I knew before I worked for Dick’s (I’m looking at you, Gateway Clipper!), some of whom I know from that corporate life at Dick’s, and those I’ve met since then. I thank them for their partnership. I thank them for keeping me out of that dark place. I thank them for allowing me to care for myself and others in a way I couldn’t if I didn’t have the flexibility of this freelance life.  

I don’t take time to celebrate a lot… I don’t do the social media thing a lot (there’s a reason it’s not one of my services!). But know that I honor those people today and every day. And now I will honor them by getting some rest this evening, then getting back to work. I give my clients my best because they have given me so much. I give them my hard work, 30 years of experience and any talent I have been blessed with to help them achieve their goals.

The self care I have incorporated into my life now includes side gigs… like creating and selling my own journals! I have been blessed with having one of them being carried at the gift shops in Niagara Parks. I released that first one year ago on September 18th, and it’s one of the many things I couldn’t have conceived 10 years ago. So I’m officially releasing my second one today as well.

When I think about it, the theme of that journal got me here…Persistence. And my new journal has a theme that helped me turn from misery to happiness… Letting go.  

I hope you have a life that gives you unexpected blessings if you just take that scary chance to follow your heart, and throw in a little pixie dust. :) 

Thank you for being here and reading this. Please stay awhile - look around and see what’s new. And check out the new journal on its official release date - TODAY!

A Year After Ringing the Bell...and the Signs Keep Coming

It’s been a year since I rang the bell ending my breast cancer treatment. September 29th was the day. I spent the anniversary quietly at home, alternating between doing some work and sending up gratitude for having cancer behind me.

Yesterday, September 30th, I planned on spending a similar day. As I eyed October 1st as the first day of breast cancer awareness month, I remembered feeling strange about it last year. Every day there would be a reminder of the days I just recently put an end to, when all I wanted to do was move forward.

But mom needed something, so I showered, slapped on some makeup and styled my ever-changing hair. As long as I was out, I thought I would stop at Home Goods to see if I could snag some more maple coffee I had found for the hubby the the week before.

If you’ve ever been to Home Goods, you’ll be aware of two things:

  1. You have to buy something when you see it or it will be gone the next time you come in.

  2. Rae Dunn everything.

I have a weakness for Rae Dunn products. The clean ivory, the simple font and the imperfect shapes speak to me. I’m by no means a “Dunn Hunter”… but I have a nice collection. A week ago with mom, we had seen collection of Dunn breast cancer mugs. Various words dotted the pink surfaces…. FIGHTER, HOPE, SURVIVOR. Mom’s eyes lit up at “survivor”, as they tend to do when she hones in on something likely to end up in my cart. But I didn’t feel the need to have one. I’m still dealing with some after effects - and will likely always have some of them - but I’d like to think I’m doing more than just surviving!

Yesterday I arrived at the store and my eyes scanned the shelves. Suddenly I see “Tinker Bell” and “Pixie Magic” in ivory and green. And then - there it is - In opalescent pink…. “PIXIE DUST”. If you’ve read my blogs about my treatment, you’ll know that I’m writing a book about my experience called “Faith, Trust and Pixie Dust”.

My jaw dropped. It should have been a green mug, right? Tinker Bell’s color is green. Nope - there it was. Pink. On a day I hadn’t planned on leaving the house. The day between my bell ringing anniversary and the first day of breast cancer awareness month. Of course it was.

Well, it’s nice to have confirmation that the Pixie Dust is still with me. I can face breast cancer awareness month with a year under my belt, plans for a trip to Niagara with my mom, and untold gratitude for all of it.

Of course I’ll never drink out of this mug. Pink isn’t my aesthetic, but I will fill it with pens and find a way to fit it into my decor. And, in case you’re curious, they didn’t have any of the coffee for my husband. But I guess I was meant to find something other than coffee yesterday.

Should I be writing my book instead of a blog right now? Probably. I think technically I am, as this is one of those “signs” that came through so strongly during my treatment. And this one tells me that all is well.

Life and Business Update

Yeah… about that last blog post at Christmas, where I was going to get life going again…. I didn’t end up hitting the ground running in 2022. This year took a bit of a run at my husband and me.

First of all - I’m ok.

I’m still dealing with some after effects of treatment, but I’ve made it through two mammograms free and clear! I currently have an unfortunate haircut that makes it LOOK like I’m not doing so well. I liked how my hair looked when it came back and wanted to continue to keep it short. Then I started taking a medication and it thinned out my hair. I have a whole different texture going on now. I didn’t realize how bad it was until I asked for a pixie and ended up with a buzz cut instead. I’m not complaining - t’s a small price to play to put cancer behind me. And the hair situation may change again. I talked to someone that happened to. But what I do know is that my hair will grow again. :)

The Murmur..

In January, my husband, Chris, went to a new PCP who discovered a heart murmur. Well, his last PCP discovered it and just asked “does it bother you?” and left it at that. This PCP did an EKG and ordered an echocardiogram. My husband is an average sized 51 year old. He’s not what you visualize as a “heart patient”. So, we were shocked a month later when he received a diagnosis of severe aortic valve stenosis. He’s an educator - he’s always been very active at work. It made sense that he would come home exhausted. We didn’t see it as unusual, but it was a symptom.

After a series of tests, It turned out to be a birth defect, a bicuspid valve, that caused the issue. He had no other heart disease whatsoever, which was wonderful news. So the valve would just need to be replaced. These days a valve can be replaced through an artery in the leg. You can do that a couple times. But valves last 10-15 years. He would need more than a couple to see him through.

When you’ve broken into your 50’s, and society is telling you that you’re old, it’s weird to hear how young you are. The same thing happened to me last year. Because he was young and healthy, he had to have a more invasive procedure. Better now than when you’re in your 60’s. It could have been open heart surgery. The tests revealed that he could receive a thoracotomy, which is dictated by the location of your organs. I always said his heart was in the right place! A thoracotomy is less invasive, but more painful and came with 5 days in the hospital and 12 weeks of recovery time.

The Surgery…

Chris had his surgery on March 25th. Eight years prior, on March 26th, my dad had surgery to correct the same problem, along with a couple other issues. My dad passed on March 30th due to complications after that surgery. He was 73. He also had a number of health issues. I told myself the situations were completely different. And they were. But the mental load was incredibly heavy.

His surgery went beautifully. His recovery wasn’t the smoothest, but he’s doing great now. I know I’m not saying a lot. Chris is a private person and I’ve probably said too much already.

The last year and a half has been challenging to say the least. We celebrated being back on a “normal” track with a trip to Niagara Falls, Ontario in July.

So what is “normal”? After a pandemic, cancer and heart surgery, I’m not quite sure. But I look forward to finding out. Read on to see where things stand…


The Reboot….

I kept my current clients going through all of this - and I am now accepting new clients! If you or someone you know is in need of graphic design support - bring it on! Book covers are one of my favorite projects to work on. So if you’ve finished the book you started over the pandemic, or if you can put me in contact with a book publisher, please let me know!


The Journal…

COMING SOON

After working on other people’s books, I wanted to put something out there for myself. I took inspiration from Niagara Falls and designed a journal about persistence. I wanted a tool to help me focus. So I made one which will be available on amazon.com.


The Book…

COMING … SOON?

In my prior posts I mentioned that I might write a book about my experience last year. And I am. I had started it when the turmoil of this year occurred. I wasn’t in a good headspace to write, but I’m getting back to it. But I did the book cover to make it real. My journal will keep me on track to finish it!


The Program…

This is a coaching concept I came up with during the pandemic, and I’ve finally launched it. An eight week program to improve design skills. If you or someone you know is the victim of bad design… drop them the link.


Thank You…

Thank you for reading all of this. If you’re a friend or client, thank you for your interest in me and your patience as I tried to lay low and practice some self-care (and husband care) through all of this. I look forward to seeing you again as I emerge from this chapter in my life.

If this is the first time you’ve read about me, welcome! Stick around and get to know more about me!

Forgive the old picture - once I figure out what my hair wants to do, I’ll get new ones. :)